something which can happened so fast and easily...
just lyk how u flick your fingers.
if tht's so simple,
how i wish i can end ma life just lyk tht.

there're certain things tht i've not said and done.
why do all of u have your own love life.
and i didnt.

trying t forget someone u love,
is lyk trying t remember someone u nvr meet.
and sometimes i wish,
i could be near you even for a moment.

im sitting somewhere..
and everything hits me all at once..
the tears fall slowly down ma cheeks.

lastly, dont cherish someone u love.
but it's when someone loves u.

now den i realise all those " AH LIANS " will break their promises.
hahaa.
get a life, bitches. :/


ha. well, i dare t say,
the dressing sucks.
eeeeewww.


errr. the faces as well. :DD


yawnn.
guess im wont be gng out todayy.
cos of some reasons.
so boredd.
good byeeee.





i dont know which t believe.
i dont know who t tell.
i dont know how t think.
i dont know when t say.
i dont know where am i suppose t be.
i dont know.

got t know some timid and naive people.
ahahaa.
OMG!

so old alr still got tht kinda thinking.
heh. OLD people. hahaaa.

yaya.
wadeva la.

im so tired of chasing u, finding u.


dont feel lyk blogging anymore.
ma life will always be the same.

everything.
same.
im tired.
so tired.

this is the second tym u're leaving me behind.
u've promised me tht u wont.
but it happened again.
and i went around t look for u.
wad if there's a third tym?
wad if this tym i cant find at all?
there're so many things i've t be afraid of.


dl ma msn.
seems so weird.
heh.
btw, town today den t ps.
lotsa things which nt suppose t happen, happened.
thought today everyone will happy,
in fact,
no.
waste ma effort of getting excited for today.
and the outcome......................



was it smth i said t make u turn away,
t make u walk out and leave me cold.......
it's drifiting.
so far....

back back back frm home.:DD
today is a dramatic dayy.


tonned last night at baby's place.
and went str8 town.
we so called "celebrating" valentine's day.
in advance.


well , was with baby[of cos] cat.lionel-millie.lawrence-manda.bj-
yahh.
ate kfc.
den t heeren.
met dreas n friends.
went back t cine.
we played arcade!
:DD
err...........
DDR n para.
LOL!
im in loved with the house of e dead. :/ *smirk


tht stupid k pool.
the lady sucks.
bitch.
BREASTHOLE!
disgusting fella.
use the doll's hand and poke her cb.
:x



went t marina south t eat.
lotsa things happen.
lazy t BLOG!
humph.
bt all settled.
lalalaa.
imma happy girl.




stop running anymore.
its too farr.
baby, dont leave me again.

towned today.
baby came t tamp and fetched me.
met cat.
den went t city hall.
den cine.


caught "howl's moving castle"
OMG!
damn nice eh.
guess wadd?
i cried. ;p
its touching OKAYY!


went t nydc.
quarrelled with mummy n daddy.
they are quarrelling.
cos of me.
)):
hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..............




why am i always giving everyone trouble?
why isit everyone dun trust me. )):
imma bad girl.
wad if nobody lurves me anymore.
)):

everything goes wrong when i get jealous.


:DD
angbaos.
happy chinese new yr t all.:DD
yawn.
got a bad cyn.
aunt was lying on e bed.
she's leaving us soon.
soon.





and im a bad gf.
wad i've been doing,
is all wrong.
i cant get jealous.
i cant.
im stupid.
im an idoit.
i just cant make things right.
all i know is t create troubles.
im a troublemaker.
imma bitch!
i hate myself!!!!
-bites-


can u be there for me when i need u so badly?
why are u leaving me alone?

im at baby's house now.
supposed t reach home at 4.
lol.
waiting for cat t cal me.
baby's watching cartoons.
lol.
-.-

bored
bored.

anyways, happy chinese new yr t all !! :DD

ytd was terrible.
everything is fine now.
:DD
happy for them.
catnlionel.((:

baby made me dayy! :DD

went for tanning
with baby.catlionel.mandabj.
- ______________________ - "
the weather sucks la pls.
mummy told me, tampines was so SUNNY!
and i felt "WATER DROPLETS" over there.
its really
- ___________________________________-" cann.
breast.
wad A DAYY!
but all of us were having fun la. ((:


saw yvonne((:
aha.
den headed t town.
lunch'd and dinner'd.
xiao hei's grp was there.
errrrrr.
toot*

den went t "our place" arnd 6+.
and we stayed there for lyk damn long can.
damn fun PLS!
its so windyy! ((:
saw AH GUAs.
lol.

baby sent me home. :DD



dont leave me.
you promised.
and i kno,
everytime i treated u so badly,
u still gave ur best to me.
baby, i know i need u in ma life. ((:
ilu*

im very angry now.
lazy t blog.
refers t kaku's blog ah.
BITCH AH!

just finished tuition.
bored.
chinese test today((:
history, physics test.
awwwwwwwww.
tmr.




baby, im too lost in you.

back.
went t tm and waited for baby.
supposed t catch a movie.
but.....
forget it.

was quite boring ah.
have tuition tmr.
thurs got wad stupid programme.
tskk.
ARGH! ! ! ! !



))`:


baby, i'll be there for you.
from now.
always. ((: